Post by ldysly on Apr 27, 2014 16:27:52 GMT -6
Ok so I didn't know where to post this but since I really want some solid Bible based help I'm putting it here. If I'm wrong them one of ya'll can move it. I know that ya'll know how hard this last year has been and the last 6 months or so have been even worse and things are just exponentially escalating.
What do you know about true demonic problems? I'm not talking about possession but about tormenting. Seems like everything that can go wrong does and I'm talking about mechanical things, stuff breaking when it really shouldn't (a lot of it), things falling and spilling. About 4 months ago I began waking in the night and I would see this red veil twisting and undulating on the ceiling in the dark and I'm talking it covered the whole room dropping toward my face. I thought it was going to suffocate me. The first time it happened I just thought it was a nightmare or the aftermath of a nightmare. Then I continued waking (3 or 4 times a week) and it was still there and I saw lots of shadows and they were moving across the walls. Now I could sit up and blink a couple of times and they disappeared. Believe me the first thing I did was pray and the second was check all my medicines to make sure hallucinations were not a side effect. I don't feel any different and I'm not hearing voices or anything like that. And every night I pray that God will allow me a full night's unbroken rest. However (and this is really why I'm posting this here) last night I woke up and there were 3 images, forms, beings (pick whatever you want to call them) beside my bed and I knew they were real. Can't really remember 2 of them but the one in the center was red and I remember that face all too well. They were trying to make me take something from them but I don't know what. I closed my eyes and prayed for them to be gone in Christ's name and for God's protection and when I opened my eyes they were gone. I wasn't even scared, I felt peace, closed my eyes and went back to sleep.
I don't feel crazy but I also have no idea what is going on here. What does scripture say and what do you guys know about this kind of stuff. I've felt for a while like I've been being pursued by satan and now I feel like he's ratcheting it up. Any and all advice is appreciated. If I try to tell my doctor about this she's going to want to put me in a padded cell.
What do you know about true demonic problems? I'm not talking about possession but about tormenting. Seems like everything that can go wrong does and I'm talking about mechanical things, stuff breaking when it really shouldn't (a lot of it), things falling and spilling. About 4 months ago I began waking in the night and I would see this red veil twisting and undulating on the ceiling in the dark and I'm talking it covered the whole room dropping toward my face. I thought it was going to suffocate me. The first time it happened I just thought it was a nightmare or the aftermath of a nightmare. Then I continued waking (3 or 4 times a week) and it was still there and I saw lots of shadows and they were moving across the walls. Now I could sit up and blink a couple of times and they disappeared. Believe me the first thing I did was pray and the second was check all my medicines to make sure hallucinations were not a side effect. I don't feel any different and I'm not hearing voices or anything like that. And every night I pray that God will allow me a full night's unbroken rest. However (and this is really why I'm posting this here) last night I woke up and there were 3 images, forms, beings (pick whatever you want to call them) beside my bed and I knew they were real. Can't really remember 2 of them but the one in the center was red and I remember that face all too well. They were trying to make me take something from them but I don't know what. I closed my eyes and prayed for them to be gone in Christ's name and for God's protection and when I opened my eyes they were gone. I wasn't even scared, I felt peace, closed my eyes and went back to sleep.
I don't feel crazy but I also have no idea what is going on here. What does scripture say and what do you guys know about this kind of stuff. I've felt for a while like I've been being pursued by satan and now I feel like he's ratcheting it up. Any and all advice is appreciated. If I try to tell my doctor about this she's going to want to put me in a padded cell.
